A Whole Month

I am on hiatus. Before hell week began at the good ol' University, I came to the conclusion that I needed a break from the online world. Never have I ever been so torn at a decision (I must have a tough life for this decision to be tolling) about choosing not to play online and sticking with my decision. I was so torn because of a bunch of reasons:

1) I know so much about the poker world (both online and live) that a break would leave me feeling incomplete. I've been playing so consistently and talking about it so much with everyone that it would be so hard not to play. Not to mention reading other blogger's posts and feeling the need to play.

2) I need to keep my skillllz sharp. I don't play that much live anymore and online feels like a way to still have my game up to somewhat par.

However, making the decision a week before break, I decided that I wanted to have a break that is a little less stressful and more organized, given that when I play online, I play really late and sleep really late, leaving me feel kind of shitty that I'm not leading a very productive life, especially when I don't cash. And honestly, I don't think that I'm that good of a player. I talk a big game, but I'm not like any of those crazy players out there who are very profitable. Instead, I'm a slightly successful online player, who tilts easily and makes plenty of stupid decisions. 

Now, being on break, I have nothing really to do. I want to play online due to the fact that I'm already bored SHITless. However, since I went all out doing the self exclusion option on Full Tilt for a whole month, I really have no other option. I am sure I will get by just fine. I have plenty of movies to watch, a girlfriend who is also home for break, and family. I'm SO pumped I will be less stressed out. I am just gonna need some shiiiat to dooo. 

To all others on the East Coast, stay warm through this big storm =)